I H@ve Me

                                               

I have guilt
i am full of it and 
i am  living with it
my  heartbeat says it and 
i feel it in my veins..

I have dark side
i am surrounded by it
i lives partally in it
it realize  me that i am lonely
and will be forever in life..

I have dreams
and have a warm heart longing
to turn it in to reality
i dont know whether i succeed or not
but the fate has been designed

I have smile
which is lost in the dark world
when ever i try to smile
it comes has tears
or in  flames of anger

I have friends..
who take advantage of me
who smiles at me 
and throws stones from back
who wish me to be dead

I have family
who just meet to quarrel
with each other
who  are better of with themself
in their own world

I have aim
to make something out of me
something which will never leave me
something that turns my world
so that once in my life i will  be me..

I have  love
a feeling which never made
any sense to me nor will be in future
sometimes we fight sometimes we cry 
sometimes we laugh in the name of it

I have me
who is strong and capable
of changing ,,,
who comes alone  fight,alone and
survive alone and also leaves alone.....